Saturday, November 12, 2011
Poor Ryan has another ear ache and the weird part is that he really didn't get that many ear aches as a baby or toddler and now 2 in a few weeks.
Shelby's birthday is coming soon she will be 11 years old wow that is so hard to believe she is almost a teenager and it seems like yesterday she was a baby.
posted by Trish_momof4 @
12:35 PM
Friday, November 11, 2011
It's cold this morning ugh. I really don't like the cold weather it makes me hurt. At least I'm not feeling like crying every other second today. I have no idea what was wrong with me yesterday it was one of those days where I just felt teary all day for no real reason. There was no school today which is good Shel is still sleeping she needs the rest. Kayla started her new job and seems to be liking it so far. Now just to get Justin off his ass and working.
I think I am going to start working on my cross stitch again I don't like just sitting around with nothing to do. I started a really pretty one and I think I'm going to work on it in a bit.
posted by Trish_momof4 @
8:25 AM
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Life is like this huge roller coaster the ups are scary but the downs can be totally terrifying I feel like I'm on a downward spiral most of the time and it sucks. I seem to never feel at peace and rarely get the chance to just sit with nothing major running through my brain. If it's not what is going on with Shel it's something with my husband or one of the other kids or what I'm going through with this genetic disorder I have. If I had one wish it would be for peace of mind I know that most would think it should be to have Shel better or something like that but the only way I could have peace of mind is for her to be better and a lot of other shit to be better too so in a round about way that is my wish.
Kayla got a job finally I'm so excited for her she needed this so much I'm so proud.
C.J. has been on my mind a lot these days I know that it's because we are getting close to his birthday and it's so hard some days to get past that feeling of empty.
posted by Trish_momof4 @
7:27 AM
Monday, November 07, 2011
I kinda got away from posting here for a long time I'm not quite sure why really I guess life just got the best of me. I made this blog so I'd have a place I could put my thoughts and feelings out here without feeling the need to edit myself so here goes...........
Life has been just a bit crazy at my house these days. Justin moved back home a while back and his cousin Daniel moved in with us as well because neither of them had a place to go. It has made things hard to say the least. Daniel started a new job this morning I hope this job works out and he is able to find a place to live soon. Justin on the other hand isn't even looking for a real job he keeps making excuses I have figured out it has to be that he just doesn't want to work and I'm sick of it. They both see that we are struggling to make it financially and it doesn't seem to bother them. Justin crashed a golf cart into the drivers door of my van a few weeks ago and between the deductible and the rental van we had to have cus they had mine for 5 days it cost us over $500.00 and trust me that is money we just didn't have. I keep hoping Justin will open his eyes and realize we can't keep him up forever.
Today is Ryan's 6th birthday isn't that insane it seems like yesterday he was born and now he is 6 where did the time go. He is in kindergarten now and doing well with it and he was so excited to be able to spend his birthday with his friends at school.
Shelby is doing ok she has had so much happen since the last time I posted I don't even know where to start. Our latest thing is her Neuro just put her on a 3rd seizure med and I started seeing a bit of improvement with her myoclonis but yesterday it showed it's uglyness again. I am at a loss. I never know if I'm doing right or not. I just wish I could find someone that could wave a wand and make her all better. On the up side we found out Shel can read yes you saw right she can read! during her end of grade tests last year there were portions she had to read for herself and answer questions and she got too many right to be guessing so this year her teacher has assigned her 2 words each week and she studies those words and at the end of the week her teacher sees if she can choose the correct written word that is asked for and she has correctly chosen every time! I'm so happy and excited for my little girl. I told everyone she was smart but was trapped in a body that wouldn't work and they would give me that pity look like sure she is even if they didn't believe me well now I have some proof :)
Well I guess I've typed enough for one day I'll be back soon to post again.
posted by Trish_momof4 @
9:49 AM
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