Today we had Ryan's 1st birthday party and it went great we had lots of people there and better yet all the cake was eaten so I didn't have to bring any home. Ryan ate pizza and played with everyone and loved opening gifts. I had a really great time and I think everyone else did too. I can't believe he is one already. Just the thought of him being one makes me long for the infant he used to be. He was so small and helpless and now he isgrowing more and more independant. I will never forget what it felt like to nurse him for the first time and I will never forget the heartbreak I felt when I had to stop nursing him. I am glad he is growing independant but it is hard to let go. He is walking and learning to talk and he loves trying new foods.