Sunday, November 13, 2011
I can not believe we are almost at thanksgiving it seems like yesterday we were celebrating new years. I am soooo not ready for the holidays I have not been in the mood for regular days much less holidays. Most days I'm just sick of having so many people in my house it would be good with me if it were back to Just Rod Shel Ryan and me. I love Justin don't get me wrong and Daniel isn't a bad kid but having them here stresses me much more than I would like not just because of the financial burden having 2 teen boys in the house brings but also because they don't want to help around the house and if I ask them too it's always a fuss, they don't come home some nights til between 1 and 3 am and that is getting really old. They were told to be here by 11pm or they would not be able to come in and Rod keeps letting them in anyway so of course they see the curfew as eh we'll be there when we get there and dad will let us in. If I had the money I'd tell all 3 of them to go get a place together and leave me Shel and Ryan alone lol.
I am also getting to the point I'm ready to change CNA's for Shel I am feeling a bit used by the one she has now but part of that is my fault.
I am stressed over Shel's seizures also she has been having problems and is now on 3 different seizure meds and after school all she wants to do is sleep and sleeping that much can not be good for her.
All I want for Christmas is some peace of mind.
posted by Trish_momof4 @
10:31 AM