Thursday, November 10, 2011
Life is like this huge roller coaster the ups are scary but the downs can be totally terrifying I feel like I'm on a downward spiral most of the time and it sucks. I seem to never feel at peace and rarely get the chance to just sit with nothing major running through my brain. If it's not what is going on with Shel it's something with my husband or one of the other kids or what I'm going through with this genetic disorder I have. If I had one wish it would be for peace of mind I know that most would think it should be to have Shel better or something like that but the only way I could have peace of mind is for her to be better and a lot of other shit to be better too so in a round about way that is my wish.
Kayla got a job finally I'm so excited for her she needed this so much I'm so proud.
C.J. has been on my mind a lot these days I know that it's because we are getting close to his birthday and it's so hard some days to get past that feeling of empty.
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7:27 AM