Saturday, November 19, 2011
So Thanksgiving is in a few days and I have invited my family to come here for dinner well it seems my mom is the only one that might come yeah I said might she still isn't sure and I have been telling them all I would host again this year since last year went well or at least I thought it did. I understand that Denise has a family dinner with her new guy but mom really hurts my feelings she retired in Sept and had said she was going to visit more well the only time I've seen her since she retired is the day I picked her up and drove her to the social security department to give them some info they needed. She has gone to Denise's at least every other week. I know Denise is her favorite and all but she could try a little harder to not make it so damn obvious. Some days it feels like the only person that would miss me if I just disappeared is Shelby and she would only miss the fact that I'm not here changing her feeding her and giving her meds. I try so hard to make everyone happy and not rock the boat but I'm so sick of being pushed around and made to feel invisible the only time any family calls me is if they need something. For the first couple of weeks after mom retired she called me almost every day and now she doesn't call unless she realizes we haven't talked in like 2 weeks it's like I'm just an afterthought. *Sigh* I wish life was simple it just isn't I guess I'm done venting for now.
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