Saturday, December 09, 2006
Please join me in lighting a candel today
to celebrate CJ's 17th birthday.
Dear CJ, The three short months you were with me seem like a life time away now but I can still feel you near me at times. As hard as I try I just can't seem to move past the feelings of guilt even though I have been told a million times there was nothing I could have done to change things. I can't express how much I still miss you every day. You did teach me alot in your short time with me. You taught me how important it is to make the most of every day. You taught me to hold your brothers and sisters close no matter what they do to piss me off that day. You taught me to be more patient and forgiving because time is precious and you never know how much time you have. You taught me to be strong and to fight for your family when needed. I was so young when you were born and felt so old after you died I thought the sadness would overcome me some days and still do some days but I am one of the lucky ones I fought the sadness and I'm still fighting. I love you son with all my heart. I will never forget what you have taught me. Thank you so much for being my son even though it was only for a short time.I Love You,Mommy
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