I can tell you that I was sitting on the floor of my living room holding Shelby who was almost 1 and still more like an infant because of her cerebral palsy. I was watching the TV in horror clinging all the tighter to my baby wishing my other kids weren't in school (and yes I went and picked them up early) I cried while watching the live feeds and I have to admit I got to a point where I had to quit watching because I just couldn't Handel all the emotions coming from everyone in the house we were all so tense and were kind of waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Today I can still remember those thoughts and feelings and I have to admit that it was really hard to take Shelby to school today when every fiber of my being was screaming to keep her home and hold her close like I did that day (not that I am worried something will happen to her) it is just really weird taking her to be cared for by people I barely know just because they are teachers.
Kayla and Justin even said it was weird going to school today but I just couldn't justify keeping them home because of this day of remembrance they need to be with their friends. I really hope today goes the same as the other anniversary dates have gone and we don't have to morn this day for new reasons.
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