Well today is Shelby’s first day of school and I had intended on staying at least for a little while but when I got there she was sooo happy about being there and the teachers said they didn’t need me to stay so reluctantly I left and as I pulled out of the parking lot I called Erin so I wouldn’t feel so alone on my ride home. I felt like an idiot riding down the road with tears streaming down my face. About an hour after I left I got a phone call and the woman said she was the school nurse but that it wasn’t an emergency call all in one breath so that I didn’t freak out or anything, she just needed instructions on how to give Shelby some water with her feeding tube so I answered all her questions. I am so worried that my stomach is in knots. I am sure she is fine but I can’t help but worry that she might have a bad day or someone might pick on her or she will just not like her new class and if she comes home acting like she didn’t like it I am afraid I won’t be able to understand why she didn’t like it because even though I have gotten pretty good at understanding some of what she says I still don’t know most of what she says. She looks happy though dosn't she? I know I’m rambling and I’ll stop.
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